Still a few days to go before the end of 2009, and I am starting to think in that misty way of remembering of all the things this year and this decade have held.
So many beginnings and endings to this past decade. The benefit of purging baggage, extra weight, and demons is that you get this amazing clean slate feeling. I'm not one to do New Years Resolutions, never cared much for them. But I do think I'd like to leave a lot of things here in the 'aughts' and look to 2010 as the beginning of a brand new chapter. I want to drag the good things with me into this next decade. I feel eager and intrigued to see what the next 10 years are going to bring my way.
The 'aughts' were filled with trying lots of new things and sorting out the parts that didn't work. I've said my goodbyes to everything that needed that final farewell. I don't feel held back any longer, and I don't have the anger or resentments still fogging my way. I want to leave those feelings here in the 'aughts'.
There's a pressure building inside of me. My reserves, which were sorely tapped this decade, have finally started to refill. The creative blocks, removed. I have this incredible future that beckons. I've said it before and I need to keep saying it loudly and surely "No More Wasted Time."
In this approaching decade, I will be published again. I will learn new skills and discover talents I never knew I had. I will sing, dance, and make music. I will sit in awe watching sunrises and sunsets and bask in the magick of beautiful moments. I will keep on amazing myself and allow myself to be enraptured.
I am going to enjoy these last few days of 2009 and fuel myself for 2010. I have a very full decade ahead.