. In my head. With my body. With my job. With my relationships. With me.
However, that doesn't mean that I don't get lonesome now and again. I really love the freedom that I have to work at home and during the hours that I want. But now that I'm reintegrating with people again, I find myself enjoying some idle conversation now and again during the day. That becomes pronounced on a day like today. It's beautiful out, and I'd love to talk with someone about it, but most folks are stuck in an office and don't want to hear about how nice it is outside, or how I'm taking a few hours in the middle of the day to go do some gardening, just to get outside. Or how, when I do pick up one of my work projects, I'll probably be outside working on it. I'm pretty sure some folks reading this won't be thinking kindly of me right now.
Spring brings about a very pronounced flow of my creativity and connection to everything. I told alchemuse
yesterday that I want to have a 'take no prisoners" summer. I think that means Spring should be a "no holds barred" season. Anything goes. No limitations. I spent a year being hurt and angry and just let down in so very many ways. That all has been cleared out now. Nothing is left, so now I can rebuild.
I want to write today. After I tend my garden just a bit, I want to sit down and work on my novel. Maybe I can let the characters work out things I couldn't. That's the beauty of fiction. Things can be solved.
And on a final, very bright note...I received a MOST Wonderful Surprise last week. This was waiting for me on my doorstep via batty_
*MUCH LOVE* Now I can boast: I shall never be peepless again!!!!!