I need to make a decision tomorrow morning based on the information the doctor told me.
Option 1: Wait 3 to 5 weeks and see if I feel better. I'm on a drug now that should have a stronger effect than it is. Go back for another test and see if anything has changed and if I need to consider a surgical procedure.
Option 2: Go in to the hospital on Saturday for a surgical procedure that involves anesthetic, but allows me to come home in a few hours.
I'm going to ask the doctor in the morning if he thinks there's a 50-50 chance or more that I'll need the surgical bit regardless. If he says yes, then I might as well do it now. I cannot fathom feeling like this for another 3 to 5 weeks and then have to face surgery.
I hate this. I don't want to do this. I want to know why my body is doing this. I'm going to bed.