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Schrödinger's Pussy
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21st-May-2008 05:14 pm
My mind often confuses me, despite all the time I spend there. I mean, it feels like I've forgiven those that fucked me overdidn't behave as I would have, one way or another. But then I find myself thinking things like:

I forgive you for being a liar who shit all over our friendship, betraying years of trust and love.
I forgive you for being a pompous arrogant bastard who can't see past your ego
I forgive you for not having the sense to value what you had in me until all that was left was apathy
I forgive you for being a sharp tongued crazy prat.
I forgive you for being spineless and vapid

and I think that maybe I haven't quite got the forgiving thing under control yet.
21st-May-2008 05:46 pm (UTC)
I hear you, sister.

22nd-May-2008 12:22 am (UTC)
maybe you need to focus on forgiving yourself instead?
22nd-May-2008 07:08 am (UTC)
I don't think it's actually a problem, forgiving myself. When these thoughts occur, it's usually because I'm trying to figure out what I did to be treated as poorly as I was treated. And my conclusion with the above individuals was that the ultimate problem really wasn't anything that I did, it was their behavior that destroyed relationships. I put up with a lot that someone with less tolerance and patience ever would have accepted.

Wait...here...I forgive myself for making poor choices.

Edited at 2008-05-22 11:09 am (UTC)
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